I want to live, I want to love
But there's only pain
I want to take, a leap of faith
But what can I gain?
I want to scream, I want to shout
I just want out
Please let it stop, my blood boils
I have a monster inside
At time's I'm close, I don't want to
Please don't leave me
The blade calls my name, I need a release
But I won't
I wonder, do I deserve this?
I'm tortured mentally
It's a surprise, that I'm still alive
And I guess I won't stop that
At least not yet
I'm hurt inside
and it just grows
So, Jaycie ( ~viscarla (https://www.deviantart.com/viscarla) ) dyed my hair blue. She did it in streaks and it's actually pretty decent dye. She dyed her bangs blue too. So that's about it :la: